Saturday, February 06, 2010
( look behind mi the door colour.hahax. i change it and change sticker already .
nice rite? hahax)
(my new hair cut! hahax. better den the square derx.)wow! is been week i didnt post
hahax
guess rotting already
suddenly feel like posting.
is a wow man.
hahax.
and eu noe wad i left course already
kind of sadd but aiya.
drop my topic.
met up wit
jer,wk,sam,ye han,jun ming,desmond
shi ling,alicia,lina,leonie,si ling,xiu wen,my bao bei mabel
8 grls and 6 guys.
hahax.
if i not mistaken. if i had miss out anyone i hope i didnt.
hahax we went dunno where to shop.
well i mit dem at T1
and i not ah lian okayy.
i am guai derx okay.
hahax.
had fun trying on the heels.
hahax.
took some stupid pic wit baobei mabel
haven upload
so didnt put up.
they are all veri cute derx.
cos got mi and baobei mabel.
hahax.
and chat lots wit desmond, ling and baobei
hahax.
they asked mi why i quit course.
nothing to comment abt it.
den in train tok abt some things. and this is the first time
baobei say my boi is right for scolding mi certain thing
haha.x
BTW!
IF EU DIDNT WAN MIT MI SAY!
I WONT APPEAR!
IF TAT DAY ISNT TAT KIND OF THING HAPPEN WILL EU CALL MI?
I DUN THINK SO
SINCE EU ALREADY PLAN TAT 4 OF EU ALL MIT
THOUGH ONLI 3 IS CONTACT EACH OTHER DERX..
I'M GOOD BUT I CANT STAND PPL USE MI AS SPARE TIRE.
NID MI COME TO MI DUN NID MI THROW MI ASIDE.
I'M NOT A TOY!
rite.
no point being man yuan wad is over.
wow~
my stomach ache!!!!!
pain 24 hours already okayy
wahs buay tahan lorx..
but is better nw lorx..
O YA I WAN LEARN PLAY DOTA.
ANYONE KIND ENUFF AND HAV TO PATIEN TO TEACH A SLOW LEARNER LIKE MI?
HAHAX.
interested please leave tag!! i veri keen to learn!!
haahax
许雪梨 爱 杨世杰
,+*+.+*+,
'*+._.+*'
YYY
8 letters 3 words and 1 meaning ; iloveyou
8:15 PM
Monday, January 25, 2010
well bak to post hahax.
long time no see mi post horx?
hahax is true tat i got sent bak to sch.
kind of sad but rather disappointed
hahax
but is all i wanted becos alot of xiao qiang
no more studys frm today onwards
hahax.
cherie is free. already
hahax
no pic yet no time..
hahax. my eye haven fully recover take pic not nice.
hahaxx
rite..
new words for today
许雪梨 爱 杨世杰
hahax
biie
YYY
8 letters 3 words and 1 meaning ; iloveyou
8:53 PM
Friday, January 15, 2010
was it ytd?
o.0 no the day before ytd got so pissed okayy
is like my privicy okay
ask mi and i will tell eu if i can.
dun search my fone like like as if who the hell are eu .
if eu are not him dun ever search my fone like as if is eurs.
search still nvm still text.
wah lao. aiyo. aiya nvm
forget it. since it over
wanted to upload a pic but cant.
dunno whiie.nvm got chance den i do tat.
time pass like tat.
and attachment didnt improve for mi.
i'm still like an stupid fool in the attachment area
i said i nv wan to wrk wit xiao qiang
means i wont wan
i mean it
eu can send mi bak and wadever eu wan
but not make mi wrk there
suck a digusting place.
went bak sch
wit
mi
xiu wen
grace
lin ying
jun ming
5 of us went sch tgt
went lobster place to eat okayy
hahax
not ex is like onli 4.80.
and hav a big chat wit mr tong
omg
he just dun understand hw i feels.
gosh
he is just so not mi and could'nt understand
wad is phobia.
i am scared of xiao qiang.
every single sentence i bring out saying abt xiao qiang
but i nv wanted to say tat.
no a learning journey for mi.
i expected its a learning journey and
not being bad mouthed by some CHINA women.
the meeting is not over,
and mark called mi
say jie where eu ?
got key not?
and said tat peter wit him.
actualli dun believe
but heard his voice. and mark countinued.
come home open door lehx.
SHOCKED TTM.
and rushed homed.
realise tat they already got in already
cos kaka came bak.
they went plaza. mark persuade him for so long
hahax.
and off they went and left mi and kaka at home.
mi stupidly audi wit don and waited for dem bak
hahax.
all the way home till 6 plus.
and went alan's hse.
they mahjonging and off i watch tv
o ya the dang wo men tong zai yi qi show veri nice.
2nd las eps already lorx.
wahx.
she lost her memory siax. so ke lian
she cant remember his son siax.
hahax.
rite.
dun care is onli a show.
after tat show went home.
showed and slacking plus texting as well
den he called mi ask mi wan go eat not.
so off i go to 401.
saw cynthia and alicia.
hahax.
so long no see dem.
see mi so shocking mehx?
lolx.
more to lesser see alicia instead of cynthia.
den eat eat eat
off i go home.
stupid i'm not angryy
my eyes are blurred and got slight pissed
though i noe not rite to burst like tat.
but realli irritating wit my eye like tat.
sorrie okayy.
big sorrie
eyes please recover asap okay
i needa go bak wrk no matter wad on tues.
please be good and recover~
still the same
8 letters 3 words and 1 meaning and today i added another 3 letter
i love you ttm
eu are the onli person tat bring mi smiles.
bring mi tears and bring mi joy.
wit eu. eu always giv mi a sense of security.
i dun have the courage at first
i always tot tat is impossible.
but nw i dun care. becos i noe nothing is impossible
if i dun try^^ilyttm
YYY
8 letters 3 words and 1 meaning ; iloveyou
11:56 PM
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
POST up new pic
not realli nw but still nw pic..
long time no see mi den copy 1 and put in eur phone.
hahax.
den can see mi everyday already
hahax.
okok tok rubbishh
attachment sux.
PETER BULLY MI!
(not real)
HAHAX.
bla bla bla .
see larx. see larx. aiyo
ta bai like tat.
maybe latax meeting kun mei.
bleahx bleahx bleahx.
(PANDA EYE!)
(red nosee)
(i kissed hafizahh)
(siao za bor.)
(act cute.)
(look into my lip.)rite end of pic.
imy,ily
cherie
YYY
8 letters 3 words and 1 meaning ; iloveyou
4:26 PM
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
cherie new dream/ wishlist~
earn a income of 1000/+
rent a rm.
move out.
i cant stand it.
who noe i nv like to stay at home?
who even noe i nv like staying at home alone. but i so goanna face it.
but wad to d0 red eye here and there.
i hate it man.
she is so pian xin eu noe.
who noes?
my frens all noe.
his fren all noe.
his bill burst 160+
and she say she will cut the line
and eu noe wad? the next day the line is bak
when i accidently didnt pik up calls
she will cut my line
my bro?
didnt pik up
didnt on
she onli say why?
wad is this ?
when i sweet talk her
she say i tok rubbish
when he sweet talk her
she smile.
wad is this?
everytime confiscape my atm card?
my hard earn money
mac very easy earn mehx?
hard to earn okay
is onli like 4/- per hr.
i'm heartbroke.
she is always like tat.
she is angry wit mi over little thing.
her own daughter she dun understand
she expect mi to be professional
but i am not.
i wan to be normal.
i wan to be like jerrold
i wan to be like shi ling
i wan to be like mabel
i wan to be like bryan
i wan to be like sam
i wan to be like vanessa
i wan to be like leonie
i wan to be like lina
all not force to wrk
dun eu all noe tat wrking is part of the time tat i can
be not at home?
even my kaka understand mi
i'm 18 not 13
i'm old enuff to think wad i wan to do.
she dunno wan i realli wan
I HATE HOME~
CHERIE HATE HOME
LOCK MI IN GRL'S HOME 2 YEAR AGO MARX.
OR ASK A LORRY OR WAD SO EVER
BANG MI LET MI LOCK IN HOSPITAL
LOCK MI OTHER PLACE NOT AT HOME.
WHY ON EARTH I LIKE TO FIND JOB?
WHY?
WHY I BLOODY WILL SIGN MAYBELLINE CONTRACT
WHY?
MI CHERIE NOT SO STUPID
AT FIRST I ALSO DUNNO WHY
but in the end i realise at tat time
my thinking is find a job. go to wrk
NO HOME!
cherie onli take home to slp
SLP IS THE PLACE I LOOK FOR HOME.
ppl see is SLEEP NOT FOOD!
hw mani fren i got tat normally eat tgt laugh tgt
understand thing tgt?
they always think tat they understand mi
but they just dun wan to understand mi.
wad is this?
they onli like cherie cry.
when did i last smile my her?
when did i last say thank you to her?
when did i last say i love her to her?
when did i last tok to her?
when did i last breakfast tgt wit her?
when did i last say good night to her?
when?
eu may be jealous tat he is gd to mi
but eu cannot becos of jealous tat eu like tat to mi
eu gt wad eu nid?
eu past through the age of 18
eu noe wad a teenager is thinking
eu noe.
I ALWAYS WONDER WHY AM I NOT A BOI!
I ALWAYS WONDER WHY AM I THE ELDEST
I ALWAYS WONDER WHY I AM CHERIE
I ALWAYS WONDER.
HE IS MINE and no other thinking .
daddie said to mi the most heartbroken words.
DUN MAKE MI HATE EU!
IF MUMMIE ANYTHING HAPPEN EU ARE THE FIRST TO BE BLAME
yarx.
okayy.
wait giv mi some time i will get a rm to stay
when my income stable i will be like ah ee
send money to mum
dun worrie this kind of things
just wait till i get a stable income
i always the one who is being say i dunno hw to think
but actualli is not mi.
is my mother!
i always think tat my daddie at lease side mi a little and make mummie not tat angry
but actualli i am wrong
he wont side mi but side mummie
and onli mummie will side brother.
why?
becos he is a boi?
if tat so 18 years ago when she noe tat i am a grl why on earth
she dun wan to for a abortion?
why? grow mi up and make my life difficult?
grow mi up and hate mi?
is this wad eu wan?
den congrats
eu already got wad eu wan!
cherie no longer call eu for help
she can stand on her own
she can stay strong alone
is okay derx.
cherie is SUPERWOMEN
she wont be nw but she will future be .
no nid to yi lai on anyone.
nw wad?
everyone blame mi?
I WAN A SHOULDER TO CCRY
please lend mi a shoulder.
i nid a shoulder to cry
last time for the last time.
just becos of calls den make my life so difficult.
is just calls.my wrong my fault.
eu like to force mi to my tilt end
and always make mi like a fool.
eu always wan mi to be wad i was?
the once a heavy smoker
the once a trouble maker
the once a hang out late at night nv come home?
the once tat can yi lai on anyone.
the once tat think tat frens are everything
the once a grl tat got drunk and beat up for no reason
tat kind of chere is the best for eu?
but i'm sorrie i cant make it.
i'm no longer the same.
i love myself nw.
i am no longer tat smoker
no longer looking for childish trouble.
no longer hang out late and come home in fortnight
no longer wan to yi lai on anyone.
no longer thinking frens is everything.
no longer drink and got drunk outside.
i onli yi lai on myself.
eu can choose to ignore mi .
eu can choose not to tok to mi.
but till die i'm eur BLOODY DAUGHTER!
why not eu throw mi away when i am a baby?
why not eu throw mi to the orphanage?
is this all eu wanted to do in the past?
if one day eu get to read this will eu feel heartbroken?
i hope eu will.
but if eu wont den...
look at this
i dun nid to rely on anyone.
i got to be independent!
YYY
8 letters 3 words and 1 meaning ; iloveyou
9:52 AM
